I would consider myself being a private person. Even my closest friends
say that I am cold and closed. I don’t share as much of my life. One of my best
friends is totally opposite. She likes to share everything, like every detail,
even when it comes to intimacy. And I find it quite uncomfortable to listen to,
so I usually start laughing and tell her to stop. Pictures that I get in my
head-oh God :D
One person that I can say everything to is my sister. I trust her and
appreciate her easy going outlook on life. Just for the reference she is 11
years younger than me. I think that it’s so much easier talking to her as
oppose to someone older and “wiser”. She understands the importance of being
free, doing what feels right and not living by the society norms and
expectations. She is making much smarter choices in life because she is
following her heart. I have to always make the rational decision first before I
let my heart get involved. But now I’m learning from her and changing my ways.
Sometimes the most irrational decisions can make sense. And recently, something
like that happened to me, so wrong and so not me but it made me excited and
almost alive. You know how just the possibility of something can make you smile
and be sad at the same time?! Yeah… So, I was afraid of being judged but I told
my sister anyway and it felt so liberating! Just sharing with her this feeling
and laughing like two crazy girls means the world to me!
I love you A!
M
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